my grave

when I die let my dad lower me down because he never picked me up so at least he could put me down. when I die bring me flowers because nobody did when I was alive. if I did die would anybody even care, probably not they didn't when I was alive they will just pretend like there upset and forget about me the next week but who cares it's not like this is the first or second time I've been through that .when I do die will people visit my grave, I don't think so because even when I told them what I was going through they didn't even bother to ask "was I okay? "so why do it when I'm dead I just hope one person would come and visit my grave.