MY FUTURE

These are questions running through my mind Daily. Can i answer my future when it comes asking me questions?? I'm standing in the dark not to be seen or questioned about my life. Life has tested me in a cruel way that I decide to run away to somewhere never to be seen or heard of. In my darkness, I see my future trying to find me,trying to ask me questions that I can never answer. It questions are; Where are you?? What are you doing?? Do you have any plans for me?? Why can't I see you trying your best to create a better me?? Why are you keeping me waiting?? And I'm just there in my darkness, crying,losing hope,trying to get the strength to come out and face it and give my future the answers it has been asking.. But I can not find myself doing that because I'm in my darkness looking for my own shadow that can never b found. Looking for peace in my own space but slowly dying of loneliness. Can I come out boldly one day to answer my future ?? Can I face the light again??