My friend Cigar

*All my days, since from my childhood ending with sadness and failures.May be because of my laziness or absence of good luck in my life. *All i'm tired with my repeated failures and choosing to end my story with inhaling smoke. *one day I just started walking in dark street, the sky was full of clouds and i'm holding with cigar in my fingers. took *All my failures are filled with sadness,my eyes are uncontrollable holding tears! cigar in mouth and I have blown lighter and cigar started burning *The small red ring glows dimly eating the tobacco roll slowly and dissolving into smoke. *First I inhaled and exhaled deep into sadness and I coughed hardly. my throat & it makes my heartburn with repeated again I thought this is my good friend to help me to die slowly and kill my emotions temporarily to permanently like how the ring dissolving into smoke and it hurts me suffering on my lungs and making weaker.. *Just it took me to unconscious and my walk was unstable and body was in madness of tobacco my mind and Later I have looked into the dark sky the clouds were moving slowly,my eyes started seeing the stars which were beautiful never like before but I couldn't find the moon and I was hoping for light...