My First Crush

Everyone talks about their first love But never that first crush The one you didn't even know about There was this girl She made me feel all sorts of funny Whenever she called me baby Or kissed me in the bathroom I didn't realize till later I loved her I didn't realize till later I was gay Without her I'm not sure where I would stand But she was my first crush And I still think of her every now and then How she would tuck the hair from my ear Just to kiss my neck I wonder how she would act When I was too drunk to stand I wonder how she would be if I told her I loved her Those years ago now People talk about that first love But never the first crush The one you didn't even know better about Not till later