my final poem to you

loving you was never the mistake It's not knowing that yours would fade i guess it's my fault you turned out to be nothing like i thought what did i have to do that was enough for you i saw past your flaws so i can be yours but for my final act of love... i will leave you alone I'll finally close out the book and hopefully, have a new look i will remember all our memories but it's the 21st century i have to move on eventually and accept that maybe in a different lifetime, this could've been your eyes were a window to your soul but now im scared to fall my brain regrets you but my heart knows you Sometimes i sish i was your choice without even making any noise i wanted you to choose me the way i did for you you had a gun to my head and i trusted you not to puil the trigger it hurts to be stabbed in the back but it hurts more to see who did it my last poem to you i wish i was the one for you i wish i held you i love you.......