my feelings

Destined in me I found hope within my self, florishing with life I was abandoned by the loved ones,Trust was the biggest mistake of my life, living was the only choose but dieing was an option living in pain I learned to embrace, l learned to acknowledge, l learned to appreciate but never had I learned love but hatred flowed into my heart filling up All the love I had but still I fought for what was not even mine still I lived in a fantasy were love Layed far and hatered was my neighbors I lived amongst monsters and I became a monster to my self, life is was worth living but love was Worth seeing with those out of my sight I lost control again