My feeling

Today, I woke up feeling like I lost something. But as time passed, I found myself. Trying to find the positive thing in me. Learning to love myself again. So I can find the right words in me. Sometimes I wake up not having a thought. It is like a light strict turn-off on me. Trying to find a way out. Because I am stuck with my feelings? A sign of hope in my heart. But I still found the right words. That will bring doubt to my thoughts. I won't be able to write because I will have second thoughts about everything. I wish my feelings could stay the same. My feelings take me for a ride, I just wanted to push through this thought. I choose life over everything. Giving myself another choice to choose myself. Don't let the fear take over me. Moved forward is scared. But in the past will take me down. I will try to keep myself with fears in my heart. But I say to myself, keep moving forward. Take this feeling with you. But if you see me feeling down. Just remember, I just wanted the storm. The days were full of rain and falling tears. But not my eyes with a frog. Trying to see the sun. But my mind thoughts kept bringing me back. So I won't feel some kind of feeling in life. Numb by the words I speak. Alive with word