my fav girl

i always ask myself why did i let you go but then I realized I have my reasons I hated how people judge us for loving each other but after all you'll always be my fav girl when I left you and my friends asked me am I fine I always use to say I never loved you even or you are too pretty for me but deep down I knew I loved you deeply and still do when I see you with that other dude I get so angry for some reason cause like I should be holding your hand and hugging you ever morning that's what I tell myself but I listened to people now I am deeply hurt that I barely go out my life suddenly seems so dark without you it's all my fault that I lost you I couldn't accept what my heart wanted but I wrote this poem to you without out any rhyme words cause without you there is no rhythm in my life without you I am lost my fav girl😭🫀