My fault

Was it my fault  That you were bitter like salt Was it my idea to be abused  Because I was repeatedly used  Was it my fault because  My body was the cause  Were my clothes too revealing Because I thought they were sealing  Was it my fault that That my own sibling thought they were fat  My mom said it was true  But know I don't know what to do  Was it my fault I was hurting After that I started cutting  To release all the feels  Hoping this this stuff heals  I can't help but think  This is permanent ink  I'm always at fault, always to blame  I could never walk the hall of fame