my fault

its been 2 weeks but it already feels like 2000 its been days since I saw you and every breath I take hurts with out you and every step I take feels wrong with out you but I miss what we had I miss how we used to be you and me fighting in the kitchen and arguing about the remote and sometimes I wish you were the one who left I wish you were the one who lied but your not and its not even your fault I made promises to many promises I can't walk up to to many lies I can't cover to many trust issues I can't walk by so hope you can forgive me the next time hope you can look at me straight in the eyes and maybe not look at me with your jubjemental black eyes I am really sorry I hurt you and I really promise am trying to change and I promise I can change for you I promise I can change for you