My Father, My deepest Memory.

‎With tears in my eyes and with a heavy heart I write this letter to you my father . ‎There are words I wish I told you while you were still here , there are hugs I wish I gave you, ‎Pecks and kisses Gifts ‎Calls ‎Attention ‎Food ‎Love . ‎I would have given you all ‎Buh you decided to leave ‎I miss you papi ‎I tried replacing you but it's not possible ‎The birthdays we shared will forever be remembered ‎You were not the best husband buh you were a good father ‎I love you papa ‎From the moon and back ‎I will continue to  love you for 4 season 366 days 12 months a decade a century ‎Even death can't stop my love for you. ‎Memories made me stronger buh I wished I was at ur death bed to make you stronger ‎Why are people evil, they couldn't even save you ‎Family isn't always what you wish for. ‎We weren't that close buh you were there. ‎There isn't much good to say Abt you buh I can remember your smile , my smile that faded away with you. ‎The laughter we once shared , the plate of eba and afang soup we once devoured together. ‎You were supposed to be there for my graduation ‎You were supposed to drive me to prom ‎You were supposed to walk me down the aisle and give me away Buh I guess you chickened out. ‎