My Father just being My Father

Abba, Has always loved me, More than my earthly father ever could, He never left being my Father, For He knows, I will always feel incomplete among them, And search for His love everywhere. Abba, Through my Godfather, Gave me education and fulfilled all my needs, Abba, Through my Mother, Gave me warmth and His love He let His love reflect through her, For she is pure in heart, And was chosen by my Father. Abba, Never let me feel incomplete. I was happy, Blended into all the love ,care and luxury that was provided, Because, He always loved me, So, He choose to draw that earthly love away, He chose me to feel incomplete, He chose me to be Lowly, For I could seek him. My Father, Wanted to fill himself, In my incomplete days. He was helping me, To choose him back. Then why did I misbehaved? Why did I blame? My Father just wanted to be my Father all over again. For He choose , To awaken His love in me, So I may walk in His way. My Father just wanted me to His forever again.