My Father

It's a heartbreak similar to many Immature in their childhood It feels the same As all the boys in my life I never got so close with them It was always surface level How can your love be as immature as a boy's? Why couldn't you be a man? Be my man Why couldn't you be a father? My father I have your humiliating last name Your freakishly long neck And your beaming smile But I never had you I thought I did But I'm just a kid