my ex's

Yes it meant it, I wish I never got raped or had some bad relationship in the past. I wish I could erase all the bad memories I had in my head from other bad relationships. I know this sounds but not everyone likes to stay connected with their exes. I would like to move on and not feel bad inside or try to be judged by my past. My past never stays the same. I try not to be scared of feeling hurt or love. But sometimes I wish I could stay single.