my everything vs time

how could karma hit me at a time such as this ? when happiness finally lifted up the corners of my lips. finally felt peace within my heart ❤️ but in a matter of seconds every thing is literally stripped and rotted away ... everything forgotten nothing the same. working to gather aimlessly trying to figure out some way ... but what if all this ment something ... all this is happening for a reason what if we're completely compatible but never ment to be .. my world instantly shatters at realization .. how could something so tender and perfect be so wrong and forsaken by elements that we can't even behold. I feel ur reach slipping with each passing minute. you'll always be mine. no matter where we are who are you'll forever be mine! my love you are my sun and I literally dance around ur existence everyday ... I'm so sorry I won't b around to orbit your beauty any longer cuz time is so sort so mean so cruel it only takes from us and once I looked forward to it now I regret every sec I sit still.