my english is not good sorry

she gave me a look i didnt know to be exact but i knew she hated me what i did for us lets lwave it all behind i said when she starts to cry i have nothing appropriate to say oh! your tears-my poor Child your little heart iş too vulnurable for this life i came Quick near to you and said no my darling no you Dont deserve this your tears dont deserve to fall she looked at me whit her little catish eyes and with a rasphy voice she replay why did you do this to me, so cold and calm i didnt do this to you, i did this FOR you. i said her eyes were wide open as her mouth and her calmness was gone now why! she shout while i was just looking at her with shock ive never seen her like this before how beautiful she is- my heart beating so loud i was afraid for a bit thought she could hear what my heart tried to say this loud she shouted harder this time "Why?" shouted high enough to rip her throat the pathetic look in my eyes made her stopped do you really love me she asked the look in her eyes changed in that moment i was waiting stillness but not passiont i was qurious about what she is abt to say my thoughts stayed unfinished did you ever love me, she was looking numb her eyes were emotionless