My emotions get the best of me

I was once a happy soul . it's now a once upon a time tale. it's said hurt people hurt people. I'm slowly losing myself into depression anxiety. I'm a brocken glass I can't be repaired. No one tries to fix a brocken glasses it thrown In the trash bin were other useless things are kept . I don't wish any one gives me their heart I don't believe in love cause it has never existed in my life ...How can I love someone else while I can't love me . so many told me it's a phase It will pass but for how long will I hold on . its hurts how people hurt other people and expect them to forgive and forget . They might be something with my mind everyday it getting colder . I lost the old me her smile..I lost her for good .. I wish I was good enough I wish all those who hurt me saw the damage they have caused... if my life was a movie you all would be in tears..