My diary

I hide my tears in public,but in private i throw them out like a vomiting person. I hide my true colors from my family but only one person see my true colors, which turns out to be me. How lovely it is to see a smile on my face but how pitty it is to not see the same smile when I'm alone. I want to share my feeling but I rather let them be my burdens I want to open up my chest but I know there is another ocean inside me. salty, wavey, scary, under the sun sparkling but hurtful