My Depression

I tried to breakup with my depression today but she just wont go. She has intruded into my life uninvited and she refuses to leave. You see, she doesn't understand that's shes toxic and no good for me. Our relationship is one sided and she just doesn't see how she sucks the life out of me every single time we meet. She tells me I'm worthless and that shes the only one that loves me as she grips me tight not letting me get out bed. Shes physically, emotionally, and mentally abusive and wants me to eliev that no one cares about me the way she does. You see, she has that charm. The kind that makes you wanna lay with her for forever and never get up. The kind thats slick wit the tongue and can talk you into anything. Shes got a way of making me feel like her love is the only love I'll ever be worthy of and deserve. So maybe I will lay here with her a little while longer. My body gets  so heavy under her embrace and I can barely move, and just like that, I'm trapped. Maybe being here with her is better than  facing the world out there. Maybe she is trying to protect me. After all, being out there is what got  me here in the first place. With her. In this bed. Unable to move.