My depression

The depression is back and I can't do any task. it feels like I'm falling and I have no calling. I feel dead inside but don't show it on the outside. I feel I'm sinking in multiple oceans hiding all of my emotions. feels like sinking in a hole deeper than a bowel. no time to think I'm about to sink. drowning so fast I can't see my past. my depression took all my time so it feels like such a big crime. I'm falling so far it feels like I'm in tar. I fight so many battles my mind feels like it rattles. I have so many scars it feels like I'm in the stars.