my demons #3

Tight and sunken in the chest Alone and isolated from the rest The feeling of being ignored My demons, again they've roared Just when everything seemed fine Happiness and joy begin to decline Heavy feelings of sadness draw near My demons, always bringing me a tear Pain in my heart and pain in my head Sometimes wishing I was dead I know my loved ones, me, they cherish My demons, just want me to perish Walking on sunshine is what they say But my mental is making me pay I just want to be me again My demons, keep blocking my zen Self-hate and my own inadequacy You'd cry if in my mind you could see I am tired of all the voices whispering My demons, telling me they're king I've fallen again into another pit I've used all my resources, my wit Trying to keep them out of town My demons, fighting this mental showdown