My Dearest Love pt 1

My dearest love , i miss you but i dont There have been many nights Where i would dream of us There are many things i wanted to experience with you Holding your hand Comforting you during ur cramps Cooking tacos with you while remembering you dont like onions Hearing you Sing to our children while eating at the table Cuddling after a stressful day So many things i wanted for you , for us And yet They all fade away What did i do to deserve this fate Did i abuse you ? No Did i ridicule you ? No Did i play with your emotions ? No Did i make you do things you didnt want to ? No Did i play down your feelings ? No Did i push boundaries ? No Did i cheat on you ? No So what did i do my love? To deserve such pain Ill tell you