My Dearest Friend Part 4

You don't know half of what goes through my head, When we do have any amount of time just for the both of us. I don't say anything sometimes because I'm still treading in deep waters, When it comes to this precarious situation that has slowly been developing. If I do speak it never comes out at all as I would like, And half of the time I'm not sure you quite understand what I'm even saying. So many times I wanna just kiss you to get my point across, I hold back even though you know of it and yet I still keep it beneath my skin. I long to hold you again in my arms and to just be that close with you, Yet I'm afraid of someone finding out at that very moment .