my dear

my dear? I'm sorry,no,but yes? I'm sorry I don't love you,I'm sorry I don't cry at your name being said. I'm sorry I'm not mad or sad about you. now that I have said that, I regret nothing,I accep the good and bad times we have had. My dear,I don't love you. My dear I never will love you. I don't know why. my dear you are the most deserving person of my love, and yet I don't. I hate my self for not loving you the way you love me.