My dark discoveries of life

You my friend are too good for me You don't speak or text in tones of nonsense You clearly know how your feeling even when you are down Your calm and proud, peaceful and you know how to express your chaos But I don't know anything about myself Cause it will take a miracle for me to be fine Take a look at the trees the birds and the bees Cause it will take a miracle to shape the monster in me into self care, or into flowing with the breeze It will take a miracle to tame me and stop the tears In my eyes and the regret from looking and caring for everyone else Cause the real miracle the miraculousness is in caring for me It's like in am the patch of blue and your the yellow in a field of red Your unique and you know it I am unique and I just don't show it