My Curse Mind

Maybe they are right I'm wrong again this time, the voice in my head whispered it doesn't align. Reality showed too much sign of red Or this is all just in my head. Too plenty to even count, like endless stars filled with doubt. IT and Accountancy truly showed me I don't belong, So Every choice I step always proves me wrong. Does the world hate me so much?! that I deserve to recieve this catch!.. Is this what they call faith? that Im destined for ruined sake. Or maybe I'm not just good enough, I can't make my soul to get tough. I'm a sore loser from left to right can't even fight with all my might. I'm so broken I can't even cry, what more can I have before I say goodbye. No!! What am i saying?!! I'm still breathing!! I can't just throw it away, I must hold on hope and face another day. I must go back again this time! And I must write again a new page to realign!. Huff huff huff..............