my biggest fear is you

When I see you cry, my eye will drop a tear. But then when you smile, they will disappear. When you tell your jokes, they make me laugh. But when you’re not around, I notice you’re the only one I have. When we’re having deep conversations about all our emotions, that's when I realize you’re the world to me, that's when I notice your devotion. At this moment I'm afraid to wake up, this dream being fake is my biggest fear, so I'm holding my eyes closed, because then it feels like you’re still here. -My biggest fear is you