my best friend

I want to let the walls I've unknowingly built up down. I want to let your love inside. I want to feel again, or did I ever feel? I don't know but i love it, I've grown to know him and love him. I love pain he's my best friend he never leaves me or forsakes me he holds me when I'm all alone he catches me when I fall he holds me together when I crumble. pain is all I know and all I need pain is all I want