my ball of sin

it started with a lie the ball grows the lie turned into 2 the ball grows the lies turned into mistakes the ball grows those mistakes got repeated the ball grows I've finally stopped the mistakes but the ball keeps growing it won't stop no matter how hard I try the ball grows I try to right my wrongs and I've worked hard to better myself but no matter how hard I try the ball grows I fight to stay alive I fight to make my own life better but no matter what I do no matter what I try no matter how many times I confess my sins and I get givin chance after chance the ball grows