My Anger

My anger gets the best of me I tend to loose it fairly quick Trying to control it makes it worse I just want to burst So much rage in me I can't stand it The anger inside Needs to be released The people that hurt the young me Made this adult the way he is Noone cared for me then I care for noone now Refuse to let anyone one in I have built an outer shell Yes I get lonely but I fight those stupid feelings With the many memories of what people have done to me I have all I  need with in mysself people hurt thats what they do I can't stand them wish I was not human A lone wolf that is me Anyone comes too close I'll shred them to pieces My anger inside is a beast That has evolved and has a mind Of its own so do me a favor and leave me alone Or it will come out and eat you whole