My absence.

I never plan to leave someone, I don't want them to feel pain for something that I've done, I never want my absence to be in their life, But I also never wanted someone to lie. "If they're trying to lose you, help them" they say, But I really want you to be the one who stay The one who will tell me that it's gonna be okay, But it's hard to fulfill if you're gonna leave me anyway. I never wanted to leave you, but I had to. After everything that you put me through, I realized that you lose me without having any clue. and when I walked away; you make me feel like I was never worth it to pursue. My absence is your lost but my victory. My smell will stay on your clothes, Life would stop while the river still flows, You'll try to find me, but you wouldn't find any clones. I'll be in the places you'll visit but nowhere to be found, and it will be hard just like how it sounds, you will realized how difficult the life is when I'm not around. And no matter how much you try to look for me, you'll never see me in the crowd.