my abandonment issues

I hate to see you go that's exactly when I feel lost and like I don't FEEL right and I need to know how or when you'll ever get back and to me that's a period of time I'll never get back it upsets me to not have you around I thought you were the love of my life and by my king I had finally been found still every time I see you walk away I feel my chest get constricted and I'm unable to catch my breath my vision blurs and I freeze will you stay if I beg you PLEASE? PLEASE? PLEASE?