My 1st Love

Im sorry for being your mistake instead of your blessing... Im sorry for taking you for granted. Deep down I wish we could've continued and had a beautiful future... but I know I dont deserve you Our past relationship still affects me till this day. You were my very first, I loved you with all my heart, soul and mind. You taught me and showed me how beautiful a relationship could be regardless of distance. You taught me how beautiful it was to be truly loved and cared for.... My mistake was assuming every person had your heart, everyone had your eyes, mind and soul. My mistake was searching for you in someone else. Im sorry for hurting that innocent love you had for me. Deep down Jingky I never stopped loving you, my siblings asked why I dont throw away those old letters I had for you. I keep them because they are the only thing I have of you.