Mute

I must be thankful For all you do All the energy you spend On me. Because when sit there and find myself hurting, you're the person that comes to mind. I know that if anyone can fix me, it's you. But now I've messed up as I have many a time. And by my own fault, you haven't changed, but suddenly it hurts to be near you. This is something I know that you can't fix. So it's mine to take. That's what I say. And yet, I find myself turning to you. Never giving you the full truth, but expecting you to work miracles. I know you can't know, because I wish for you to be happy no matter what happens to me. It just hurts a bit knowing that everytime we exchange I love you's, that we mean different things.