Musings of Mine Pt.2

Ask me what Ive experienced as a woman in this world, no you don't know me, I'm not the same girl, but if I keep trying to pursue my way I know i can make it day by day and even so much more...with dreams of dollars and even more schemes to succeed, with friends here and there and a push from a dare, with alot that I have and a lot that's in me, I have to apologize and say that I'm sorry because when I realize that my words and actions have been unreal I've taken some more time to deal and more time to heal...in my prayers, eternal life is again still there just like my childhood, like when stuff left me scared...but the good thing about it is that the same dreams of my past are still here and wherever they take me and with what I dream in my head, I'll always be alive, maybe never be dead...