music's impact on mai lyf

At first I saw it as a way to relax , never understanding its purpose...when I'm alone , music is my frnd , in darkness nd empty voids echoing inside , it has a way of calming down my anxieties nd putting my heart at ease.. Many wouldn't understand even if I would take up tym trying to open up my feelings so its better I keep to myself...The voices tht crumble in my head causing me goosebumbs , I tremble with fear with none to hold nd comfort me...Music heals me.. My mind races nd my heart seeks vengance 4 the pain cast upon me..thinking dat I don't wanna live no more , feeling guilty 4 my imaginations caused by hurt , music heals me.. Don't question 2 much cause none would understand me , I temble with fear , with no one by my side , there's non I can do or fix but I can try to pop up some jams and patch up my heart.. "Music is my mentor" By Chungu Dark Dindy 😘