musical chairs

Why is there never a seat for me? My legs run and I beg and plead For. someone to let me just have seat take a break from this deed I run around trying to see But this world turned it's back on me Running in circles but the music never stops Yet no one sees my mind is beginning to lock Lock away emotions and feelings Afraid of what may be appealing Appeal to unlock this storm of feels Unleashing a monster that will never kneel