Mushkil hai......

Kyu ati hai muskil tumhe bhulane meh. Pta hai jab naa mumukin hai tumhare pas ane meh. Kyu aati ho mere khwaabon aur yaadon meh aaj bhi tum. Kyu bulatti ho kareeb apne mithe baaton se tum. Aaj bhi teri khooshboo jaise mere jism se lipti hai. Aaine meh meri aaj bhi sirf teri aks dikhti hai.  Asaan nhi hai tujhe kho kar pana aur paa kar khona.  Rokleta hu khudko, magar bohot ata hai rona. Yaad hai woh pal jab tumhe mujhe uss chaurahe par choda tha. Uss din mai khudse khafa tha aur bohot roya tha. Khafa tha bhi, aur hu bhi khudse mai. Shayad mai tere kaabil nhi, shayad tera mujhse khafa hona aur rehna wajib hai. Shayad meri mohabbat kuch kam reh gyi thi.  Meri angdaayiyan ab tere wajood ko tarasti hai. Intezar karti hai, ki teri kami aaj bhi bohot khalti hai.. Kya aaj bhi tu mujhse mohabbat karti hai ? Kya aaj bhi tu meri aanhein bharti hai ?? Teri aadatein, pasand, napasand ka khyaal aaj bhi hai hume. Teri chudiya, duppatein aur shringar bakhubi samhaal rakha hai humne. Tujhse judi baatein, yaadein aur sare pal bakhubi sanjho kar rakha hai. Iss andheri raat meh, jo kuch agar nhi toh sirf tu hai. Kyu ati hai hai muskil tumhe bhulane meh. Pta hai jab naa mumukin hai tumhare pas ane meh. - Vivek Gupta.