Murder this feeling

I wanna murder this feeling Cause my heart ain't worth stealing Even though I am going through mental healing I am still singing songs about love Like my heart still hasn't had enough I wanna turn my heart frozen But I can't fight against this emotion I wanna get rid of this smile Because the pain only returns in a pile So I will keep being in the denial I wanna kill these feelings inside of me So it can just be she and not where's he