Much More

A day comes when your eyes are opened. You have gone this whole time with barely copeing. Reality strikes you hard with a brick The flashbacks are intense they make you sick So much time gone by, what a waste Life before is so sweet your dying for a taste You begin to dig down deep for your power and strength. It doesn't matter how long it takes you'll go to any length. A normal life like once before is your new strive. You no longer wanna numb you wanna be alive Those you once called friends through this horrific endeavor You must leave behind, let them go for ever Your best Intrest was never once in thier heart The messed up part, you new this from the start The lifestyle became that of your own But sense then you realize yo have really grown As you walk away leaving those no good behind True happiness you will most definitely find It awaits for you in a small yet strong heart She is what makes you, she's the best part As tears run down my face to the floor I think this isn't a life for me, I'm ment for more.