Moved on but the same

Yes, I've moved on and like a very different person but it's still the same He reminds me of.. "Him" but alot of things. And then there's nothing I can say or do to stop my brain from remembering his grim... I have kinda started looking forward to seeing this guy, but there's nothing that can compare to looking at "him", i know I'm leaving but I wish I could just make "him" mine for the win.. This new guy gives me butterflies, but not the attention "he" did.. Yes, I should hate the new guy and it's very wrong to like him, but I can't remember the last time I could peacefully look at someone like I can at him. he's good since he'll never know I like him but I still miss the attention and cooperation, respect and admiration I got from "him" Yes I've moved on and like a very different person but it's still the same.