Mourning youth

Where are you my forgotten boon dancing without you in this moment of clarity is like the moon without sun I wish you were here my side I cannot forget these dreadful feelings of loss I look upon these shadows of the places that were once filled with boundless youth The sky was clear The wind was cool The sun was high Now see you in my dreams wishing to return into your embrace but wake in endless dread painful moments without release I walk without desires I chase the phantoms of the past why can't I yet you go my cherished years