motivation thats the wrong

ur suck at this u suck at that ur can't do this u can't do that ur lazy ur not good enough. thanks.. thanks for letting me know what i am what I can't be for u what im apparently supposed to be to u. u giving a speech of motivation that doesnt really motivate me but brings me down, yes I cry easily and u think im weak im not tough I am not mentally tough I am flat surface when it comes to my emotions... but u dont understand what I feel how I am how I truly think. motivation for u is bringing me down agian bringing the world closer to me than it should've been but that doesnt click to u its whatever doesnt seem right to u. u ask if someone loves me.... well I dont know and im sorry if I dont know cause everything good is blocked off from me I can't feel any positive emotions anymore. yes it hurts u and it hurts me I've learned that honesty is the hardest and most heart breaking thing you'll ever hear and ik bc I've had it my whole life thats why im sensitive thats why u dont understand me thats why I can't feel love or positivity. thanks to the people who brought hate down on me. thanks to the poeple who think im not good enough. thanks to the people who dont believe in me. thanks to the person..im flat surface