motivation

I am siting down. looking out. thinking of what to do. motivation the word people admire. motivation motivation. why don't I have it. why why why. cant thay just let me fly. I won't to sore throghe the sky and aee whats there up high. i am stuck downlow. downbelow my wings have been cut of. motivation motivation motivation is the words I won't but is my reality. a foggy dream in my mind. I can't just find the way out. can I.