Mother of Hatred and Rage

I want to scream at you and yell all the thoughts I think of you at this time I want you to know how much I hate you and how much you made me hate ME How much you've caused is a longer list Even I don't even want to repeat. I wish I knew as a child you were horrid now I wish all will flow away like a river in a forest You ruined your chance. Twice. Thrice. Now your parental rights are stripped, away. You still have to pay child support for all you did. Child support and manipulating yourself into thinking you did nothing. All I am now is a Ticking time bomb of dwindling sanity even being diagnosed with depression at 8 because of you. Dear Mother of Mine, You birthed a instable catastrophe Because of you I'm hanging by threads like a marionette. of your design full of rage and hatred. Your fault and my Innocence fighting a losing war my Innocence Falls quicker than a leaf