Mother.

I fear that I'm turning into my mother. I haven't been able to control my anger lately, It's so scary that I have to hide all the things I can harm myself with. I feel so scared of myself, Cuz I freaking shout at people, No one to spare. I feel like I'm a monster, I should understand people's troubles and feelings but I ignore them exactly the way my mother does. I have never been one to like attention but now I've started showing off even though I don't want to, as though a habit of mine. I have started doing everything my mother does and even though I don't wanna turn into her, it's her blood that flows in my veins so I am developing her behaviour fr. And that's why, I fear that I'm turning into my mother