MOTHER

YES.I need my mother,I need her to feed me ,buy me clothes but I also need her to hold me while I cry I need her to guide me not judge me I need her to see me yet that's too much. She says that she's here for me physically? yes but mentally and emotionally?no She talks about how she fed me ,carried me for nine months question is did I ask to be here no,she decided she wanted a child here I am so why complain? I need her to talk to me ask me about my day or even ask how I am yet even thats hard for her I need my mother to give her opinion on what I wear and what I do not criticize it. I need her to spend time with me and get to know me not just assume she knows me just cause I am her daughter I need her to stop comparing me to other people,I need her to realize I am my own person . I need her to support and cheer for me when I win or archive something and I need her even more when I fail I need a mother and a bestfriend from her ,but I guess that's too much to ask