Most Uncertain

Do I love her, truly? Or is this just a passing phase, a moment of weakness that will fade with time? The touch of her skin on mine sparks something deep within me, but is it love or mere curiosity that drives me to explore the curves and crevices of her body? Perhaps it's nothing more than the thrill of the forbidden, a taste of something I know can't last. Perhaps it's the fear of losing her that drives this aching in my heart. Or the knowledge that I will never feel this way again. How can something so beautiful, so intoxicating, be nothing more than a fleeting emotion? And yet, deep down, I know the truth. Love or lust, it doesn't matter. I'm lost in her, and there's no turning back. I know it's wrong, and I know it will end in pain, but still, I can't stay away. Maybe it's love, maybe it's lust, but one thing's for sure: I'm hopelessly and tragically in too deep.