Moring

Today I woke up. I realized I have to put myself first. All my life I always put everyone before me. That I didn't want to disappoint anybody. But all that time I was dependent on myself. So that means I put myself last. What to make everyone happy. Now it is time to make myself happy. Not worry about me doubt myself. Putting myself through the worst. It is a step that I have to take. The time to work on me. To get back that young girl who has a dream. So I can live a life without regard. By me putting myself first it will be a different path. Don't know if people will follow me. Or will there accept me? It is not what they want for me. But it is what I need to do to save me. I step out with a whole new look at life. I am closed doors and open others. But there will be times I will have to walk alone. Because my choice will be mine. Wake up in the morning with a brand-new look at life. I need to find a better look at life. I am working on myself. So I can build a better me. I already planted the first seeds. Now I have to show myself, love. So I can grow. Water down all this natively. Feed me with positive thoughts. So I can grow to love myself again. So I have to wash away all this doubt and regard. I have to