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when will my mind feel devoid of you the same way my skin forgot your touch the sensation a mother can provide the exact feeling I can never seem to get enough of I look for it with every man little pieces with every friend through the smallest touch I'm looking for the love you never showed I'm looking for the comfort From either parent I never believed you'd show up for me. neither one I still have dreams that you're not showing up, when I was a kid. I needed you to show up. I needed more than you could give and I just don't know how to put that down how to accept that and move on because there's no going back now. but I don't want to carry this anymore. I believe in me. I can take care of me. I got me. and so don't my closest loved ones. I am making a home now one that doesn't know you or him one with love and acceptance. one that strives for more. never less